Is this anger I feel?
Dear Ones—I have been feeling this anger all morning and finally figured out what Is going on. I am feeling the anger for the feminine amidst this patriarchal society we live in. I am ready for the walls to come busting down. I am so tired of seeing women bow, albeit unconsciously or consciously, down to the men in their lives because women are afraid of upsetting their men. Because the men roar louder than us and are more outward in their expression of displeasure so we rush to subdue. We subdue ourselves so that the roar doesn’t get us.
BUT what is happening is that there is big change coming and we women, we feminine goddesses, need to be ready to finally roar our own roar…..It is our turn. We are strong, we are alive, and it is time to roar. Let us be heard. Let us be appreciated. Let us KNOW that we are awesome divine humans and we don’t have to become skinny to show up, that we don’t have to shut up to be seen, that we don’t have to be nice in order to fit in.
I say fuck fitting in, fuck getting skinny to please others, we can be skinny or chunky to please ourselves. WE can love ourselves EXACTLY as we are right NOW and we don’t need permission from the patriarchy. I say fuck anyone who thinks that we are bitches because we speak up, who think we aren’t being nice enough. Fuck being nice if that means suppressing ourselves.
When was the last time you felt free and beautiful and strong and feminine and sexy? Well, find that place and feel it again. And again. And again. Because you are all that and more. YOU ARE FABULOUS. WE ARE ALL FABULOUS! We can be women who are strong and free and beautiful and big and small and funny and sexy and bountiful and be real. AND we need to know this from the bottom of our deepest part of ourselves.
Has my anger subsided? Not entirely. AND I realized that I needed to write about it and share what I am feeling with the whole world. That is one of my callings. I am transparent and I am open and I am strong. I am the Warrior Goddess of Light and there is a reason why this title came to me several years ago.
AA Michael: Oh darling you are strong and I want to hear your message as do many others, especially the women out there who feel that they cannot be themselves without some measure of suppression popping up. I love seeing you beautiful strong women speak up and I rejoice in it. Do realize that this will make many uncomfortable and we know that you are ready to deal with this. More than ready. I am here, as is your Angelic Support Team, to be a complete loving support for you. You are on this mission and as you have been feeling it is also empowering other women to speak up . We know that this has been in the air and others are speaking of the breaking down of patriarchal society. IT IS TIME! BE strong you kick ass woman you! We love you so much and delight in this coming out, not that anyone who knows you is surprised by this coming out of your Warrior Goddess of Light amazingness. Keep speaking up and know we are here. As needed go to where ever you need to go to speak up. Wherever you feel called. It is time. I am frolicking again this time through fields of lavender….Yes, it is because you love lavender so much. Inspire and support the others who will come to you for your strength. Mostly women but all in perfect divine order and timing. We are not afraid of your anger. You are feeling it in all righteousness and for the many women who cannot. We even delight in your use of words that some may consider un-spiritual. All perfect. YOU are on your path, your light journey. KNOW it from the depths of your soul and heart. We love you, WGL!!
Thank you AAM—I so appreciate your love, support and guidance. When I asked my beings if I was to post this, they nodded their heads “yes”. Well, I am obedient, but it makes me a little uncomfortable to post it. Part of my self-love path is to trust what I hear and to be confident in my knowingness.
I surround myself in white beautiful light and ask only to serve in the highest. And I chant: “Ong Namo Guru Dev Namo” which means “I bow to the infinite invisible Divinity within me and all around me.”
I love you ALL so much! My heart is filled.
I am adding this prayer.
“Lord, make me an instrument of Thy peace….” from
St. Francis
